O_o Fatty much?

Conversation between me and my friends
Shuyin
Axel
Myself


Me: I'm hungry...

Axel and Shuyin: Then go eat...

Me: I dun wunna...[exactly what I said]

Axel: Then don't complain...

*My stomach growls loudly*
*Shuyin and Axel look back at me*

Shuyin: Trin? What the hell?

Me: It was my stomach!

Shuyin: Go eat!

Me I don't want tooo!!!!

Axel: I still can't get over how her stop growled that loud...I thought it was going to attack me!

Shuyin: -_-"

Me: *laughs*

Axel: *stares at Shuyin* Well it's True O_o

Shuyin: I'll take you to White Castle...ok?

Me: Kay!

***At White Castle***
*sitting at the table*

Me: *Ate those 30 case burgers*

Axel and Shuyin: *stares at me*

Me: Thanks Shu-kitty...^^

Shuyin: y-yeah...noooo problem Trin....

Axel: Why aren't you Fat yet?! *laughs*

Me: *Shrugs*

Shuyin had to drive me and Axel home because I was too full to wall on my own XD

ErebusxSaika Incest

I Blame my Girl Po for giving me the urge to write this! Blame it alllll on her!



Saika laid on Erebus's bed, completely unclothed. She looked around in his dark room slowly cover her size B breasts. She kept her legs crossed slightly as she soon felt someone's cold hand on her thigh.

Chills ran up her spine along with a small whimper. The room suddenly brightened to a small dim, lighted by a few candles. Saika stared at the far wall with a deep blush. Slowly, he crawled on top of her spreading her legs open as he did. He kissed her neck slowly down to her shoulder before lightly touching her chin turning her face to his.

"Do you not want this?" He asked staring into her eyes.
"B-but...Father....you said..Incest is looked down upon in the Family....." she said quietly breaking eye contact with him for a moment.

"Yes But, but didn't you say one day...I'm not your Father?" He leaned in to kiss his daughter's sweet lips biting it slightly as he pulled away.
Saika winced a bit as she felt her Father's lips against her's. This feeling she was feeling was different. All this time...All this time she flirted with him, she said she loved him. Did he really take those to heart?
"Father....." Was all she could utter.
Erebus moved one of her hands away from her seemingly small breast. He looked to it with an emotionless face. Saika snatched her hand away from his loose grip to cover herself again.
"Don't look.....They're too small for you...I'm sorry...." she said sadly.
He smiled to her softly. "Dearest Daughter....." He grabbed her hand and intertwined their fingers together.
"It's just fine....fine for me...." he said removing her other hand slowly. Saika didn't say a word nor pulled her hand back.
Erebus lightly took her breast in his hand gently rubbing it.

Saika let out a moan. "F-father.....No..."
"Shhhh....It's ok...I promise...I won't hurt you.." He said letting go of her hand.
He moved down kissing her stomach. I love you...my darling daughter, more than anything....
He thought in his head as he soon rose over her to have their lips meet once more.
Saika closed her eyes and kissed him back. In her head she knew this was wrong, and so did he. Though, The feelings in their hearts spoke differently. Very Differently.

She widened her legs a bit as she felt her face get hot again. "You promise....?"
"Yes I do....." He looked to her with the softest expression no one has ever seen before.
He gently prodded at her entrance, which in turn made her moan softly.
"It's going in....It might hurt a little at first." He slowly pushed in and pulled back out trying to get her virgin body used to the feeling of having his dick inside her.
Saika groaned in pleasure as she felt him move inside her, though he was not fully inside she enjoyed what she felt right then.

All of a sudden, she screamed out in pain as he slammed deep inside her breaking her hymen, the blood of her virginity flowing out of her and onto the sheets. Tears flowed from her eyes as she looked to his face. He looked back to her with a smile. "Don't worry..." He said quickly as he leaned over his body brushing against her softly. Putting his hands on her waist he rolled over on his back and she followed with him on top of her. She looked away from his face and to the wall with a deep blush. "Father....."

"Don't worry...You won't have to do anything...It's..your first time." And with that he thrusted up into her which in turn caused her to let out a loud moan. He bounced her up and down on his hard stick, like he did when she sat on his knee. She moaned loudly each time he drove up into her. She hunched over with a hand on his chest just to keep her balance.
He let out a arrogant grin as he saw her hunch over, and her moaning made him drive even deeper, gripping her waist tightly.

"F-Faaattthhheerrr~~" She said in between on of her moans..
He answered with a grunt slamming into her again. Saika threw her head back and screamed out. "mmmm....p-please...d-d-don't..." She started panting as sweat fell down her face.
"Don't stop...? Heh....with pleasure my....dearest...daughter..." one of his hands left her waist and gently gripped her breast. He rubbed it roughly teasing the nipple with the tip of his finger.
She bit her bottom lips so hard that it bled only to allow her to open her mouth to let another pleasurable moan escape her lip.
Erebus took memory of this. "Hmm...you like it rough...don't you?" His hand left her breast and slid back to her waist and flipped her over onto her back. "You have such a beautiful body, Saika...." Saika looked up to him. "Father....."

"Hush....We shall talk much later" and following the end of his sentence he once again drove himself deep into her pussy feeling every inch off her sweet walls. He felt her walls tightening and his cock twitching inside.
"I'm going to cum inside....Daughter is it--?" He was cut off by her approving moans. she pulled him close to her and held him tightly as they both met their climax, their fluids mixing together, and their moans filling the air they laid there panting.

Saika gently rubbing her Fathers head she smiled as the moon's light peeked in through a window. Erebus pulled out of her and laid next to her giving a genuine smile as he wrapped his arms around his daughter.
"Was I good....?" she asked softly her panting slowing to normal breathing as she buried her face into his chest.
"Yes.....you were more than good...." He replied running his hands up her back.
"I love you Father....I really do..."
"I love you too....My Dearest Daughter..." He lifted her chin so he could look at her face. "I was waiting....for so long...to share this with you...I couldn't explain...what I felt, it was hard. But, I think this was the right way."
Saika smiled. "I'm sorry...."
"Heh..." He pressed his lips against hers, Saika did nothing but close her eyes and kissed him back.
"Saika Izayoi Xiallia Fallen.....you are the one...the love I have been searching for..for all these decades I've been alive. It was right here...my own blood...my daughter...my youngest daughter...I love you..." He stroked the back of her head and kissed her forehead. The moon's beam slowly rose over the sky and the rays shone over them on the bed. Intertwining their fingers. Erebus fell asleep along with his daughter holding her tight in his arms.
The words 'I love you....' hanging in the air.
though their love was forbidden it was nothing less than true.

The love they had was real..and nothing would change that feeling.


End....


















Or is it?

Xepher

You who have issued forth your love,
Look to the sky in this world of madness
Now, your eyes should be here, eyes that never fade away
But you don't know anything

I wonder when it began?
I wonder where we may go to visit with the end?

We trace the black sky that was dirtied beneath our feet
With the whiteness at our fingertips

The stars that you sheltered invite you towards their repose, but
You don't know anything about how
The stars that tear and devour in this newly-birthed hatred
Will become your poison, and scorch your body

The sins of the morning spill over into the evening and dirty the night
Where are you, whom we called the sky?

That girl is the key to washing away the sin
Walking together, you can discover the weight of that sin

The girl who knows nothing of time became a curse herself
An incredible power must be eating away at her heart at last

Scorched by the hatred of the past, you released the fire
Your own screams invited the sin, sneering
You cannot return to where you were anymore

Your heart begins to fade away under the influence of the serpent that wanders the sky;
It collected your light and made it unclear
The battle continues, dancing in and between the sky
And the pain continues as well

The endless sky...

You melted me in the morning, we spoke in the evening, you loved me in the night
You came close to me in the night, when we called you the sky
And committed a great sin
Your unrewarded existence will turn everything into nothing

In Love with the Darkness pt. 2

I leave my Father, ready to face the Darkness alone....


The shadows seemingly welcome me with open arms.
Soon i'm being choked.
Suffocating

Daddy...Where's my Daddy?

He's no-where near...
I wanted him to save me...
I'm not ready to face this alone, not yet.

Cold Icy Tears fall down my cheeks.
Slowly loosing my sight I look around...

I see my Father there just staring at me as I suffer.
My arm tries to reach out towards him.
He just shook his head soon fading into the darkness.


What should I do...what should I do....?

what should I do.....

Dearly Departed

There she is, laying there peacefully in her coffin
The pink silk lining it just so.

She laid there her eyes closed.
Her body laid there in the wooden box.
Ready to decay when it was set into the ground.

Everyone stood there some crying.
Some showing happiness
and some anger.

One particular person showed.
It was someone who loved her
dearly.

He stood near the door and watched everyone.
He didn't cry for her.
He just waited.

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After the funeral was over, and everyone left.
The young man stepped in.
He wore all black. He had his hands stuffed into his pockets of his long trench coat.
He smiled down upon the girl.

Soon her spirit formed and looked to the man standing over her.

"Are you ready to finally follow me?" He asked his eyes glowing a familiar purple aura
The girl nodded as he held out his hand.

She took his hand and gracefully lead her out of the coffin. They walked down the Aisle hand in hand when they arrived at the Entrance she took one look at her body.

"I'm glad...to finally be leaving..." she placed her hands gently on his chest and rested her head on his chest as well. He summoned his Scythe and held it at his side as he wrapped his arm around her waist with his free hand.

He whispered in her ear...
"The Darkness welcomes you my dear...you will stay by my side eternally as my wife and as my queen."

and soon they faded into the shadows smiling.

The Crushed Butterfly

The Crushed little butterfly..without her home...wanders around, looking for a place to call her own. She looked all around Up and down, and finally...a foot comes down, crushing her hopes and her dreams, the poor little butterfly..could only utter a scream.

Club Alumina

Welcome Friends to the Club, that Dares to mix the one species that shouldn't be mixed with humans...

Welcome..My Name is Saika Ceria, and I'm the Owner of this club, Every Day I serve Vampire and Humans...and sometimes we have humans to apply as a donor to a vampire...the list is near the entrance. I work very hard to keep the peace in this Club...and me being a Human myself..doesn't really help heh, We're open 24hrs a days 7 days a week, It's very hard for me to get some rest but i do...even if it's for a brief moment. If you want to know a bit more about me...you better ask...because I'm getting out of here soon.

Here's some Pics i took of the place...hope you like it

Here's the outside ^.~

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one of the rooms

I wish i had more but i sorta can't use a camera have fun...and try not to get into things

Details

Usual ES rules
No cyber and i mean it!!! (instant kick take it to pms)
At least a paragraph please..

Note this was made in boredom...i'm just playing around with ideas
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Owner:
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have fun!!

Kandi Problem (open)

I don't really have a story here but we'll see as it goes hahah
pure boredom..so thats why it might not make sense..>.>
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Saika is a young girl of 15, she loves going to raves, she loves snacking on candy.

Every night she finds a nice rave to go to every Saturday. She parties til the break of dawn. But one day she decided a change of pace was in order she goes and hangs out in a goth club on the north side of her town, she notices the darkness and likes it, she goes to the bar and gets a drink, a young man comes over to her, they get to talking and they become friends, he gives her a Kandi raver bracelet as a token of friendship, of course she accepts it.

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Later on they hang out at his apartment, she starts fiddling with the bracelet on her wrist, soon after she feels it tighten and it shocks her, falling unconscious she looks at him as he stands in the doorway, his eyes...they're red....

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A year later she's his slave
But he;s not cruel and he gives her alot of candy as a reward when she does as she is told, the occasional yelling or abuse it okay for her but other then that...he's nice...but the thing is...he never leaves the apartment except at night...and so during the day she gets curious and snoops around as he sleeps.





Man this sucks hahah

Mains:
Saika(Me)
The guy that makes her his slave:

Others:



ES rules apply:
No cyber
No GM
etc...
Romance violence...cussing i don't give a shit about haha

The first Post...:

Saika woke up early in the morning. She sighed as she looked at the bracelet. This sucks.... she started as she got up and grabbed her clothes going to the shower. I can't leave here or else i get electrocuted... She started the shower as she closed the bathroom door and locked it. Stripping down and stepping in she yawned as the water hit her. This is stupid...the only time i CAN actually leave is with him...other than that...


She went downstairs to make herself breakfast. She looked on the refrigerator and saw a note from him. It read:

Dear, Saika..... I've gone out for a bit..If you're a good girl I'll bring extra candy back..If not...you know what happens. On the back of this i have the list of this for you to do...Signed your. master..

She turned the note over and her jaw dropped. "Is he serious?!!!" she yelled as she shook her head and put the the note and continued to make her breakfast, promising to get to work as soon as she was done.


Later on she was cleaning the front room. Using the vacuum she cleaned the rugs, and during that time she had the dishes in the dishwasher, and also his and her clothes in the washer. So multi-tasking she was, she might as well get some work done before snooping right?
When she was done with the front room she went down stairs to check on the wash, when she got there she panicked a bit as she saw the washer shaking, she ran over and sat on it to try and keep it from moving. "Damn it...I told him i don't know how to use the washer and dryer....." she said aloud as she bounced about on the washer. "Oh please...don't kill me...." she begged talking to the washer, somehow it worked because it did stop, she jumped off and took a peek in, opening the door slightly some soap splashed on her face and she yelped and jumped back frantically wiping it off.

Her master stood in the door lightly chuckling at her.

She looked to him and sighed. "Oh shut up....." She pushed pass him as she finished the front room. She vacuumed the large room. When she finished she sighed, putting the vacuum away into the linen closet. She then went back to the washer and cleaned up there finishing up the laundry as she put it in the dryer. She looked out for the close then.

Her Master was in his bedroom watching t.v as she was doing all of the house work. She brought him her laundry and set it near his bed on the floor. Going back to the kitchen she started mopping the tile floors. She sighed leaning on the mop as she did. "Hmm...." she started.

Hours later she was whipped, She was sleeping in her room. Nothing much was in there. Only a Dresser with a mirror, A king sized bed and a Desk with a light. Saika slept peacefully as she had the curtains Drawn, They were heavy velvet crimson drapes. They completely Blocked sunlight from coming in. With her door closed no sound could disturb her.
That's when her door opened a bit, It was her master checking up on her. He smiled as he watched her sleep for awhile. Saika was nicely curled up in her covers lightly snoring she turned her on her back mumbling someone's names, this caught her masters ears, he shook his head and walked off closing the door and going back to his office waiting for her to wake up.

By the time she woke up there was another note for her on the desk near her.

Saika, you don't have to stay here any longer, I'll find a way to free you and get you away from that bastard, I promise...I'll save you I don't care what happens to me anymore...I love you I don't care if you're my sister or not, well not by blood but still....
Signed Sei

Saika didn't see all she noticed was her window being opened. She got up and shut it then went back to bed, The note blew off her desk and onto the floor near the door.

Saika going back to sleep didn't see a thing. She was happy there that's what she thought anyways, sure she got abused every now and then but only because she did something wrong, she had to be punished. She loved her master...

The Girl In the Dark House [Mature][Officially Closed]

h2 (I (r Sorry Guys....we're full<3))
later...
Anyone Ever notice that house on the corner? That one on 12th Street?
Yeah...that Mansion. Ever Heard about the girl that lives there?

(I Haire[Hair-rei] Tsukino[Sue-ki-no], Age 13. Her parents Died of Unknown causes and the rumor was. She killed herself as well. Or so the police said to keep the public away. Haire still lives to this day. She hasn't aged a Day since her Parents 'Unknown Death' In reality Haire is a young Demon girl. When her powers finally awoke she went on a killing rampage as revenge. Revenge on what you might ask? Haire's parents gave her anything she wanted. Everything except...Love that is...She had stuffed animals she considered her friends and family, her only friends and family that is. A Teddy Bear, the closet thing to her. Her Bunny..A Brother of sorts. and a Duck her Best Friend. Using her powers she created life into these animals of hers...now they guard her with their lives, Haire's Happy. Until one Day a group of kids got curious and Decided to mess with her house. 2 Girls and 3 guys...All the kids that used to pick on her....except that one guy out of the group, cool and collected he was....Haire looked after him like a guardian her Bunny following him everywhere.)

(I Cool and Collected Guy. Ice, as Haire called him, he never picked on her house or messed with anything, he just warned his friends. "Don't mess with what you don't understand...." He said to them as his friends just laughed at violated her house, throwing rocks at the windows breaking them. Setting it on fire numerous times during Halloween. And breaking into to Defile her home with sexual activities.) (I Ice shook his head and moved on...trying to get his friends to stop but they failed to listen, Now Haire will take the matters into her hands...)




Haire-{meh]
Ice- -Serio Izumi (bluezephyr023)
2 guys:
--Kio (Kio)
--Vane (thelastman)
2 girls:
--Kikki Tarini (Asokora)
--Raven B (Poeticprincess)

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you one line I kick you for real!
you one line...I swear I'll shoot you...*holds up shotgun.* got it?!?!?

Haire is the ONLY I REPEAT ONLY DEMON everyone else is human.

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h4 (b Owari) along with asking to join and I'll let you in...

Anime pics only thanks...
everything else goes i guess...so have fun dame it heheh

blood and gore is awesome...
cursing is awesome...don't over do it...
sooooo yah!

Something I need for my Other story...

Grimm Family History

For centuries the Grimm family name was an unknown name. Mainly dealing with the dark magic’s of society along with defenses of the queen of barren lands. How they became a royal household to this day is still unknown, but story tells us that one of the men of the Grimm house saved a small sum of royals from demons by using puppets of human stature or what they are now known as “Dolls”. Protectors of the crown royals as well as the queen’s secret service had given the Grimm family a stable ground and even gave many of them to be knighted for their efforts. Only two were able to become real kings only for the history to stop short. The Grimm family name itself went dormant as well as its legacy, only for the name and the title to resurface almost two centuries later. Masters of the dark and light arts, the Grimm’s are skillful at weaponry and illusions. The Grimm’s with hold in their weaponry arsenal the use of scythes, swords, pistols, and “Doll’s” as well as their mastery of the magic field.

Where the story starts…

Luna Grimm, one of the resurfacing noble blood Grimm’s, has come to the light as Queen of the Grimm name and court, only for her to be thrown into conflicts of war and rivalry. One of the enemy’s of Joel the Great, Luna wishes to surpass his rule and gain superior peace among the other houses and thrown down Joel’s position. Gaining the guidance of allies and the support of the people, Luna has advanced in gaining ground in the battle that is to come. Expected to marry Sir Dark Dann, Luna will keep her position on the thrown of the Grimm family as supreme ruler to the Grimm royal family only for her future husband to give her permission to start wars and end them. So far, she has adopted one child of the Fallen family, Saika, as one of her own. She cares for her greatly and always tends to be over protective over Saika. Erebus, the head of the Fallen Family and one of Luna’s allies, has allowed such for his daughter Saika to allow Luna to adopt her. Now with connections with the Fallen Family and her own Kingdom, will it be victory? Or will it be colossal failure?.

Falling in love with the Darkness

I'm Torn.

My Mother is of Light.
Whilst My Father is of Darkness.
Where does this leave me?

My Mother says the Light is safer.
But is it really?
I despise the Light,
the Darkness welcomes me more.
The Darkness is where I feel safe.

My Father says what my Mother does.
The Light is safe for you.

Why should I stay, where I don't feel happy.

I stand before the Dark Void that is the entrance to
everyone's nightmare's,


Loneliness
Despair
Sadness

Very few can allow themselves not to be fully consumed
By the Dark abyss

I look Inside, I see my Father standing there
holding out his hand. Waiting to guide me.
My mother by my side allowing me to go with him.

I slowly step through.
Suddenly I find myself falling...falling..

My Father slowly fading away from me.
I reach him as fast as I could.
I fall into his arms with a warm embrace
I've never felt happier then at this moment.

He wraps his arms around me ever so lovingly
willing to protect me at every chance he gets.
Until I'm strong enough to fight by his side.
to Rule with him.

I look up to him with a smile,
he looks down to me smiling back.
In the heat of the moment
We lean closer to each other.
Our faces only inches away

Deeper and Deeper into the Darkness we fall
in the safety of his arms.

Soon our lips gently meet.
A surge of power flowing though us both
A power that neither of us ever felt.

What is this feeling we feel?

We both pull away slowly
A light blush on our faces.

I gaze into his dark eyes.
He gazes back.

"My sweet Daughter...." he starts.
"Welcome to my World...the world of Darkness"

Geminii's Diary: 10/6/09

Hello to anyone who bothers to read this...
If you must know who I am..
My name is Geminii
My sin...
Lust...


I have know Idea why I wanted to write this...and yet..I write
My other side, Trinity or Saika as I call her
is a young girl of 15.
I met her not too long ago.....
but in reality I was always with her heh I didn't reveal myself until Joe
her boyfriend came around....
Anyways...I met Joe's other side as well...

We call him Nightmare...
I never want to feel that feeling...

Feeling alone...
I've always been this way.
having Saika around helped me...but still something else was missing from my pitiful life.
Yes..I'm lustful
but...I long for a companion..a
Lover..

Years and Years I've searched for someone who didn't treat me like I was just another
Lustful bitch who wanted a good fuck
Like a whore.

I found him..

I finally found him.
As I said..I nearly lost him today..
trying to tear my other side apart from her lover.
I couldn't stand to see those two

Something in me hated them both..and what they had. and soon...it built up inside and just...let loose
I've lost Joe's trust and respect..
heh never knew he had any for a whore like me anyways..

Nightmare though, He's different.
I hear his voice..and I feel...well
Loved, I guess.
I feel cared about.

I sound like my other side heh
still...

Is this the Love that they talk about?
If so...I like the way it makes me feel inside.
In my heart.

I'm going to let her rest now...she has school.
Good Night.

~Geminii~

Today..I nearly lost him.

The Broken Butterfly Reaper

Xiallia...

A Young Reaper, Appearing only 14 and yet...thousands of years old.

Each night she wandered the graveyard a cold damp mist following her quietly. Balls of glowing white apparitions floating around her as if they were her guardians.

With her fox mask sitting slightly off her face and on her forehead she looked around the empty place. She let out a soft sigh as she walked up to one particular gravestone, it was hers.
Frowning at it she quickly turned from it to walk the other way. As she did she heard a sound. The sound of a violin.

She couldn't help but to walk towards it. Entranced in it's sound she drew closer and closer until she came upon a young man. Seemingly around the age of 20.

He stood under a large oak tree, his face covered by his pure black hair, along with a black pin-stripped Fedora hat. A black suit, he had his tie loose around his neck.

Xiallia watched from a safe distance it seemed like he didn't notice her. She smiled as he kept playing, soon humming a song along with his playing, that humming turning into soft singing.

The Mysterious Man heard her but didn't look in her direction. His red eyes gleaming slightly under his hair, and the shadow of his hat.
His playing was that of an old Hymn and he was playing it only for her and his ears only.

Xiallia made graceful motions in the air with her hand as she sang softly. She never felt more at peace than right at that moment. When, All of a sudden she heard he stopped playing suddenly. She blinked a few times and sighed. "Well...I suppose it is time for me to get back to work....." she said softly as she started to leave.

The Man grabbed her shoulder gently with the bow for his Violin under his arm and holding his instrument gently by its neck. Xiallia froze as she turned to face him, only for him to stop her.

"Please...Don't turn around..." the Man said, his voice deep and rough like that of a demon from hell but so kind and gentle at the same time.

"Who are you?" Xiallia asked as she stayed turned on an slight angle not looking toward him.
He smiled slightly as he spoke to say his name. "You may call me....Kzar-Ziraen or K.Z for short."

"May I call you Kzar? It sounds Nice..." Xiallia asked softly.
"Yes...that is fine...and what is your name young one?" He inquired.
"My name? My name is Xiallia...."
"What a nice name that is...it suits someone, with a beautiful singing voice..." complimented Kzar.
Xiallia felt her face turn hot for a moment. She smiled a bit laughing. "You know how to flatter someone..." she said as she started to walk away...

Kzar followed behind her. "Do you...come here often...it seems like you do..like you live here..."
Xiallia smirked..."You can say this is like my home...Death is my friend.."

"Ahh...someone of the Darkness yes?"
Xiallia nodded. "What about you? Your Voice..it isn't anything human sounding..." she said looking over the grave stones as she walked around with Kzar following.

Kzar gave a smirk of his own. "I'm someone...how do you say? That wanders...I'm looking for my place of Eternal rest you can say, but somehow..I can't...."

Xiallia stopped walking and started to turn towards him but stopped...."You can't explain it...it's fine. I Think I understand what you were trying to say...." she completely turned towards him, but her eyes closed. "May..I see you?" she asked shyly.

Kzar walked closer to her. "Why do you want to see me? I am, but another face....am I right?"

"No...not to me...I remember almost every face I meet." Xiallia said nodding slightly.
"Is that so my dear...? I'd doubt it...I'm not what you "think I really am...I know what you are to me though...."

Xiallia tilted her head in confusion. Kzar bent over and whispered in her ear. "You're my Savior..." he said softly.
Xiallia suddenly opened her eyes in surprise. She watched as Kzar pulled back to look directly at her face.
He moved the hair from his eyes to reveal his glowing red irises and his vertically slit pupils. A look of sadness came across his face as Xiallia looked at him with a blank stare.

"End my life right now Miss Xiallia...." He begged.
"You..." Xiallia started. "Seem so lonely..." she hugged him tightly not letting him go for awhile.
Kzar looked at her in surprise dropping his Bow and Violin on the grass. He didn't know what to do..no one especially a girl touched him, held him like she did.

Xiallia looked up to him with a smile. "I swear you won't be alone anymore okay? I promise..." she said as she stretched up on the tips of her toes to reach his face.
Kzar leaned down to kiss her gently, but Xiallia pulled away slightly out of nervousness.
Kzar looked at her. "I'm sorry...I--"

Xiallia shook her head. "It's just...I never kissed anyone before...so.." she faded off looking down, but Kzar gently lifted her face up to his again.
"It's okay...." He slowly pressed his lips against Xiallia's for a gentle kiss.

She blushed a bright red, but kissed him back closing her eyes. She then felt him pull away and hug her back.
"I'll play you all the songs you want...if you stay with me..." He asked. "This is only a simple request of me...I've been searching for someone like you...you're not scared of me like the others were...."

Xiallia nodded. "I'll stay with you...I will I will...."

Tear's Suicide

Tear walked down the empty hall of her Manson, long ago abandoned by her former family. She looked around with her deep blue eyes at the carpeted floors and the paintings on the wall which were covered in a thick coat of dust and cobwebs. She looked out one of the windows as the moon shown over the place, appearing a light icy blue.

Stopping in front of her old room Tear slowly placed her hand on the door, closing her eyes and taking a breathe
she put her hand on the dusty copper knob. Turning it she slowly pushed it open, walking in she looked around.

Everything the same as the last time she came here. She walked over to her bed and sat on it. The blue satin sheets just as smooth and soft as ever, as if someone was keep this particular room fresh and clean everyday.
Tear looked to her shelf full of her old stuffed animals..

She got up and walked over to it putting her hand on her Teddy Bear she used to carry around since she was 3 years old. All of a sudden something caught her eye, it was the sparkle of a throwing dagger set near the mirror on the dresser. All though there was no light in the room the dagger reflected light from somewhere..was it the mirror?

Walking over the the dagger Tear pick it up gently in her pale hands. Carefully she surveyed it the navy blue handle of the dagger seemed to favor her touch, for as she gripped it, it suddenly flew into the mirror causing the mirror to shatter into pieces all over the dresser and floor, and soon from the broken pieces of glass blood flowed.

The dagger laying on the ground beside her feet lifted into the air and soon aimed itself at Tear's Heart.

Tear smiled as she opened her arms as to hug someone.
In the flash of an eye the dagger plunged deep into her chest piercing the flesh and tearing into the muscle soon reaching the the bone of her sternum and cracking, no shattering it as it reached the heart. Tear choked up blood as she fell back. She looked to the ceiling of her room as tears fell from her own eyes. She smiled as she welcomed her well deserved death.

All the years of wandering are over she finally found her place of eternal rest, this is why her family kept her room clean this whole time.

The blade in her chest slowing down her heart ans soon to a stop the Dagger laid there in her lonely heart.
After All these years of hate for her family.
Today she learned...that deep down they cared.

Tear's Suicide Funny...was it not?
She thought no one cared..until the end when she saw her room long after her family moved, her family, too much grief from staying in that house they moved knowing her spirit was still about.

They knew one day she'd return to this place and go to her room, they left the rest of the house in despair as Tear's room was the only one there...clean and well kept..it was the only way she knew...that they really cared because they loved her too..Even if it took her a Million years to find that out.

:)

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

To someone Who I wish someone wasn't leaving

I know I've told you I love you
But di you believe me when I said it?

I know I'm not much
But I wish i had you
You're going to be leaving me soon..
And maybe you'll forget about me.

I regret not hugging you when I should've
I regret not kissing you when I had the chance
I regret...Making fun you, though I meant no harm

There are alot of things I should have done
I wanted to be there for you
I wanted to understand..
But I couldn't
I sometimes cried myself to sleep over it.

I wanted to be the love you never had
The Love...that would truly last
But you'll find someone else

I wanted to be the one you could talk to...the one that could actually
Just..Hold you..
But it was okay...

I was better off not knowing anything..
I was just fine being just a friend

I wish I could've been there
But you choose who your friends are i guess..

I may joke and play around
But when it gets right to it...
I know how to make people feel better...at least a little

I'm so sorry..
I was a horrible friend
I don't deserve you..

I leave with this...
Good luck on the journey ahead.

And Be sure to remember the Girl who always Loved you from the Start..

I leave you with a Good luck and Good-bye...

About Me.

Name: Saika Ceria (Sai-kah Sir-ree ah)
Age: 15
Race: various (korean/japanese)(Black/native american)
Relationship: Engaged
Relationship Started: 1/6/09
Engaged: 6/12/09
Heart Condition: Shattered but being fixed
My Lover: Joe Folts
Religion: Satanist
Tattoos: coming soon
Piercings: Tongue
Languages Spoken: Some Korean, Japanese, Spanish, English(duh)
Orientation: Bisexual ^.^
Sign: Taurus
Favorite colors: Dark Pink, Purple, black, and red.
Music: Mainly J-rock,J-pop, and K-pop, Slipknot, MM, Atreyu, CoF, Linkin Park, Slayer, Nightmare(Will always be number one)..just yeah alot of Death metal, metal, rock, all that good shit..XD
Video Games: Resident Evil series, Soul Calibar series, FF series, Guilty Gear....
My Bestfriends: Shuyin, Dylan, Jason

My personality:
I'm very shy and quiet person. I hardly ever walk up to a person or sit next to them and start talking. Usually I let the person come to me..if they want to...
When I'm really comfortable around someone i get really..touchy-feel-y heh
I make jokes and stuff...so yeah..I'm that shy awkward friend.

How I met up with Joe:
Through the internet. I swear to..*cough* let's just say god ^.^"
anyways I met Joe on a roleplay site..
man..basically..He joined one of my roleplays and then later on
he asked me to join his roleplay. I did.
Then he left for awhile.
I started to miss him, then missing him turned into well...y'know..
anyways i started raping him..weird as it may sound..heheh i finally got him
or rather...he let me have him cuz he gave up. ^.^ yay for persistence!!
then i finally got the balls to tell him i liked him. We exchanged IMs and well..
we talked a bit more and well..
shit loads in common.
I asked him the dreaded Question.
"Do you like me"
he said yes
And just for bring stupid i asked him
"Do you think you're in love with me"
Because..I loved him..i really did...
he said yes.
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we got together on jan 6th of 09 after i dumped my stupid ex. Carlos(Late-mid december)
so yeah...from there we've been through some shit but...we made it..
We always will...I dont want this to end.
Stay loyal to your love and good friends XD

well that covers it about me i guess...
Unless you get to know me in person
this will give you a general Idea of my personality

kthxbai!!

Who was that?

Who am I?
Who was that girl who sat alone at the lunch table everyday?
Who was that girl drawing in the back of the class.
Who was that girl that used to make lame jokes that we used to laugh at.
who was that girl that had no friends?
Who was that girl that didn't come around anymore.

Who was the girl we all forgot about.

You know who that girl was?

That girl...was ME

My Alter Ego/Other side: Geminii

Well this may sound silly to you some but, if you're like me and my boyfriend and all my other friends. If you believe in magic, ghosts, the supernatural...anything like this...you'll kinda get my drift...
Anyways...this is from Geminii herself...so yeah..she either told me all this...or switched with me to explain it herself.


Name: Geminii
Age: she's fairly young...looks 18
Species: Demon of Lust...not a succubus though. (she might be one of the deadly sins)
Gender: Female...(duh)
Powers: Seducing men and women alike. (That's all she's telling me.)
Personality: Generally laid-back and gentle. Can get annoyed and bored quite easy. Very Dangerous when mad, but is not easily angered. Loves toying with her enemies sexually and mentality. Even though she may be lustful, she still hopes to find her true love. (Secretly in love with my boyfriends Evil side Naitomea hahah)

tht's all for now...I'll add more later...we're tired...