Geminii's Diary: 10/6/09

Hello to anyone who bothers to read this...
If you must know who I am..
My name is Geminii
My sin...
Lust...


I have know Idea why I wanted to write this...and yet..I write
My other side, Trinity or Saika as I call her
is a young girl of 15.
I met her not too long ago.....
but in reality I was always with her heh I didn't reveal myself until Joe
her boyfriend came around....
Anyways...I met Joe's other side as well...

We call him Nightmare...
I never want to feel that feeling...

Feeling alone...
I've always been this way.
having Saika around helped me...but still something else was missing from my pitiful life.
Yes..I'm lustful
but...I long for a companion..a
Lover..

Years and Years I've searched for someone who didn't treat me like I was just another
Lustful bitch who wanted a good fuck
Like a whore.

I found him..

I finally found him.
As I said..I nearly lost him today..
trying to tear my other side apart from her lover.
I couldn't stand to see those two

Something in me hated them both..and what they had. and soon...it built up inside and just...let loose
I've lost Joe's trust and respect..
heh never knew he had any for a whore like me anyways..

Nightmare though, He's different.
I hear his voice..and I feel...well
Loved, I guess.
I feel cared about.

I sound like my other side heh
still...

Is this the Love that they talk about?
If so...I like the way it makes me feel inside.
In my heart.

I'm going to let her rest now...she has school.
Good Night.

~Geminii~

Today..I nearly lost him.