:)

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

To someone Who I wish someone wasn't leaving

I know I've told you I love you
But di you believe me when I said it?

I know I'm not much
But I wish i had you
You're going to be leaving me soon..
And maybe you'll forget about me.

I regret not hugging you when I should've
I regret not kissing you when I had the chance
I regret...Making fun you, though I meant no harm

There are alot of things I should have done
I wanted to be there for you
I wanted to understand..
But I couldn't
I sometimes cried myself to sleep over it.

I wanted to be the love you never had
The Love...that would truly last
But you'll find someone else

I wanted to be the one you could talk to...the one that could actually
Just..Hold you..
But it was okay...

I was better off not knowing anything..
I was just fine being just a friend

I wish I could've been there
But you choose who your friends are i guess..

I may joke and play around
But when it gets right to it...
I know how to make people feel better...at least a little

I'm so sorry..
I was a horrible friend
I don't deserve you..

I leave with this...
Good luck on the journey ahead.

And Be sure to remember the Girl who always Loved you from the Start..

I leave you with a Good luck and Good-bye...

About Me.

Name: Saika Ceria (Sai-kah Sir-ree ah)
Age: 15
Race: various (korean/japanese)(Black/native american)
Relationship: Engaged
Relationship Started: 1/6/09
Engaged: 6/12/09
Heart Condition: Shattered but being fixed
My Lover: Joe Folts
Religion: Satanist
Tattoos: coming soon
Piercings: Tongue
Languages Spoken: Some Korean, Japanese, Spanish, English(duh)
Orientation: Bisexual ^.^
Sign: Taurus
Favorite colors: Dark Pink, Purple, black, and red.
Music: Mainly J-rock,J-pop, and K-pop, Slipknot, MM, Atreyu, CoF, Linkin Park, Slayer, Nightmare(Will always be number one)..just yeah alot of Death metal, metal, rock, all that good shit..XD
Video Games: Resident Evil series, Soul Calibar series, FF series, Guilty Gear....
My Bestfriends: Shuyin, Dylan, Jason

My personality:
I'm very shy and quiet person. I hardly ever walk up to a person or sit next to them and start talking. Usually I let the person come to me..if they want to...
When I'm really comfortable around someone i get really..touchy-feel-y heh
I make jokes and stuff...so yeah..I'm that shy awkward friend.

How I met up with Joe:
Through the internet. I swear to..*cough* let's just say god ^.^"
anyways I met Joe on a roleplay site..
man..basically..He joined one of my roleplays and then later on
he asked me to join his roleplay. I did.
Then he left for awhile.
I started to miss him, then missing him turned into well...y'know..
anyways i started raping him..weird as it may sound..heheh i finally got him
or rather...he let me have him cuz he gave up. ^.^ yay for persistence!!
then i finally got the balls to tell him i liked him. We exchanged IMs and well..
we talked a bit more and well..
shit loads in common.
I asked him the dreaded Question.
"Do you like me"
he said yes
And just for bring stupid i asked him
"Do you think you're in love with me"
Because..I loved him..i really did...
he said yes.
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we got together on jan 6th of 09 after i dumped my stupid ex. Carlos(Late-mid december)
so yeah...from there we've been through some shit but...we made it..
We always will...I dont want this to end.
Stay loyal to your love and good friends XD

well that covers it about me i guess...
Unless you get to know me in person
this will give you a general Idea of my personality

kthxbai!!

Who was that?

Who am I?
Who was that girl who sat alone at the lunch table everyday?
Who was that girl drawing in the back of the class.
Who was that girl that used to make lame jokes that we used to laugh at.
who was that girl that had no friends?
Who was that girl that didn't come around anymore.

Who was the girl we all forgot about.

You know who that girl was?

That girl...was ME

My Alter Ego/Other side: Geminii

Well this may sound silly to you some but, if you're like me and my boyfriend and all my other friends. If you believe in magic, ghosts, the supernatural...anything like this...you'll kinda get my drift...
Anyways...this is from Geminii herself...so yeah..she either told me all this...or switched with me to explain it herself.


Name: Geminii
Age: she's fairly young...looks 18
Species: Demon of Lust...not a succubus though. (she might be one of the deadly sins)
Gender: Female...(duh)
Powers: Seducing men and women alike. (That's all she's telling me.)
Personality: Generally laid-back and gentle. Can get annoyed and bored quite easy. Very Dangerous when mad, but is not easily angered. Loves toying with her enemies sexually and mentality. Even though she may be lustful, she still hopes to find her true love. (Secretly in love with my boyfriends Evil side Naitomea hahah)

tht's all for now...I'll add more later...we're tired...