To someone Who I wish someone wasn't leaving

I know I've told you I love you
But di you believe me when I said it?

I know I'm not much
But I wish i had you
You're going to be leaving me soon..
And maybe you'll forget about me.

I regret not hugging you when I should've
I regret not kissing you when I had the chance
I regret...Making fun you, though I meant no harm

There are alot of things I should have done
I wanted to be there for you
I wanted to understand..
But I couldn't
I sometimes cried myself to sleep over it.

I wanted to be the love you never had
The Love...that would truly last
But you'll find someone else

I wanted to be the one you could talk to...the one that could actually
Just..Hold you..
But it was okay...

I was better off not knowing anything..
I was just fine being just a friend

I wish I could've been there
But you choose who your friends are i guess..

I may joke and play around
But when it gets right to it...
I know how to make people feel better...at least a little

I'm so sorry..
I was a horrible friend
I don't deserve you..

I leave with this...
Good luck on the journey ahead.

And Be sure to remember the Girl who always Loved you from the Start..

I leave you with a Good luck and Good-bye...